Day 65

Saturday 5th March 2016

I am starting feel really weak and washed out. I feel like I am on the spin cycle in the washing machine.

I was really hungry again today, it starting to get just too hard. I am also really bored.

Good job it is treat day tomorrow or I might be giving up right now.

19st 2.5lbs.     0.5lbs⬇️.    30.5lbs⬇️total

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Day 29

Friday 29th January 2016

Day 2 of detox, I had a choice today I could eat veg all day, fruit all day or potatoes all day. I stupidly picked potatoes. I love them and I thought that they would fill me up more than the other choices.

How wrong was I. Potatoes with no oil on are really disgusting.

I went out for the day packed lunch in hand. By the time I ate my lunch they were cold. Cold potatoes were even worse.

When evening came around I couldn’t cope any more I had a major meltdown.

I was ready to quit it all. I just thought that I didn’t want to be thin and miserable, but fat and happy.

All I knew is that I couldn’t eat another potato. So I cheated and ate eggs instead. I will be allowed eggs tomorrow anyway. Even though I cheated I didn’t feel it was bad, it’s not like I ate a big chocolate cake.

20st  5.9lbs.   2.2lbs⬇️.   13.1lbs ⬇️total😫