Tuesday 7th June 2016
I find that my clothes are getting too big again for me. I don’t really have any smaller clothes so I have needed to go and get some more.
I must be the only female alive who doesn’t like clothes shopping. I have always wanted to buy clothes – it’s just I have never enjoyed the experience. I would buy anything that would fit regardless of whether it looked any good or not.
Last year when I went shopping for clothes I would walk past all the regular shops as I could only fit in clothes from the plus size shops.
I walked past all the regular shops and went to the plus size shops instead. I don’t know why I did it, it’s probably habit but I still have this thing in my head saying you still can’t fit in that.
Jenny has told me I need to go into a regular shop and try something on. Today I did just that and came out with a few tops. I was very happy.
I think it will take a while to sink in. Every time I have walked in clothes shops in the past I think that people are looking at me saying to themselves “what are you doing, nothing in here is ever going to fit you”
I still felt a bit like that today but this time things did fit.
Start weight 21st 5lbs
17st 2.8lbs. 0.2lbs⬇️. 58.2lbs⬇️total
Start weight 135.6 kg
109.2kg. 0.1 kg⬇️. 27.4kg⬇️total